i know you guys are going to hate me for this...

17 2017-07-04 by deepinswim

but do you ever feel like your life in itself is a HUGE conspiracy? how is all of this even possible? is time and space constant and have a true beginning or an end, or did all of this have to happen in order for you to even exist and be who you are?

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Indeed. You dig into one thing and it leads to other unknowns. Your question borders on the philosophical aspect of it all.

Are you religious or spiritual?

sort of, i mostly look at my family trees and what they have done to be here, and it kind of shows that without them none of this would be possible.

You have significant family lineage?

well, not to gloat or be dogmatic, but my family built wall street and lived on it in the 1600s, and built staten island and new haven new jersey nova scotia stuff like that, the savlation army, related to two presidents, general sherman, i have a castle on lake lockness too, just to name a few things...

Very cool! Do you find there is any family history that is discussed but not generally known? You might make for a good AMA! :)

maybe in a couple years, im still developing haha.

(im a photographer)

Nice photog pun. :)

And with all that wealth and power, do you still enjoy any of the benefits today? (just curious)

we have no wealth or power because we did things in the name of the god that we believed in that wasnt really put into words yet (freemasons before freemasons got tooken over) its like, lets say you have 10$, so you pay for you and your best friends movie ticket, get them popcorn, and leave the theatre with 1$. you had the power to see the movie and get the popcorn, but now your friend has more money in their pocket than you do, but you do not seem to mind because you know one day "god" will repay you. god doesnt repay in money.

i do have a house i live in with both of my parents in connecticut though, im very lucky i have a home.

My personal belief is that we (humanity) have all been through this before. And by this, I mean, this timeline. Not the exact same events, but another set of civilization prior to the one we know now. An alternate history, if you will.

For instance, I know this isn't a religious sub, but did you know that the Dead Sea Scrolls contained other texts which were suppressed because they didn't meet the criteria of the church? They go against what the Christian church teaches, and therefore were quietly left out.

Look up apocryphal texts. That will blow your mind...

So repeated path? That is a premise behind both the Matrix movies and the TV series Battlestar Galactica.

Not so much ignored as intentionally omitted or suppressed.

Well, in those story lines, everyone had free will but just due to circumstances, kept repeating themselves. Nothing was ignored, just unaware I think it would be called.

thank you for your responce

I can't seem to find anything with to the point details, but I'll try again. Religion is the biggest conspiracy in human history imo, so this interests me

I don't think we have been here before, but our ancient history as we know it is probably very wrong.

Like I said before, not this exact same timeline. Maybe not even close. But I can say that I do feel like we have been down this road before. Maybe we were "left" here. Who knows?

I definitely agree that what we "know" about our history is severely limited. Even now we convolute our own understanding of our own history...

Agreed.

I feel like we can get glimpses of different time lines. Parallel universes and conciousness shift.

The apocrypha, Septuagint, Dead Sea scrolls, book of giants etc. cream of the crop hidden by the council of Nicea.

First time I have ever heard anyone mention the council of nicea. So many people have no idea and they swear the Bible's is the living absolute authority word of god.

I decided to read a bit more than the Sunday school teachers told us to a long time ago lol

I suspect you gave those teachers a hard time :)

I remember reading a theory once that all of existence is cyclical. The universe is currently expanding, and once it reaches its furthest point it will contract again, until condensed down into a teeny tiny point...then BAM, another Big Bang. Like the lungs of creation.

Maybe the conspiracy is that the Infinite could not possibly exist, with all its wonders and horrors and stars and wars and artists and caesars, without you.

maybe. or maybe we are just crazy ;)

All the best people are.

It all started in the void. The void is both nothing and everything. Everything because self-conscious.

it does blow your mind, the whole infinite universe, everything from nothing. What used to get me was in this universe, everything fits into some container. But not the universe. But seems like even that is wrong, just unsure why.

Basically, life is eternal, infinite, and universal so it can't really fit into anything. Also, there is also an eternity outside of time/space where everything is happening at the same time. Time/space would be the artificial one of the 2.

My life is like the Truman show, but nobody gives a fuck about me. I was raised "in-trouble" and now Im like a gameshow for everybody wanting to take my freedom. I dont know why I dont just wage war back

What are you talking about?! I watch your show every night! Don't end it now!

... I did have to turn it off during that hot tub scene though, ya gross fuck.

Something somewhere hit the button for all of this to get going, over the years we have lost the translation. Quite a few religions have a common theme to them, I think there is something to that, but again it has been misinterpreted over the millennia.

Or....it's all a computer simulation of sorts or something similar, the geometry and math behind everything sometimes is so beautiful.

Why does there have to always be a beginning? Maybe it was always here; everything. Not everything has to be created. Sure, the diamond wasn't always a diamond. It was a cold lump of coal. But after millions of years of compression, and the steady blade of the jewel smith, now it is something beautiful.

Reality is less real every day.

I feel the same way!! How strange

i think we are collectively in some sort of dream state over who knows how long? forgot how and why we got here. all with a collective blind spot in our indavidual psyches.

im not sure on how to get out but i think it has to do w finding and keeping out harts and embracing compasion and self responsibility.

very good point wonder if our dreams are connected too

It's all about power.

Humans are much more powerful than we realise. Once you become aware of your consciousness and learn to live mindfully, you'll notice your true power and impact upon reality .

Our capitalist society aims to separate humans from their true metaphysical/spiritual selves. To make us into unaware, automatic consumer machines that live a culture of empty or perverted ideas... The system strives to maintain our collective amnesia and heartlessness. That is how they maintain the status quo, the agenda, the power...

Humanity has been enslaved for a long long time. However, that is not to say that this will continue. That choice is up to us.

The unknown is like the darkness of a cave - it can be illuminated by the brief light of one adventurer's small candle. - Jonathan Lockwood Huie

sometimes i feel like "they" have even put my own damn soulmate against me, but thats fine because i know no matter what if i just hold on things will only get better.

It's definitely easy to feel that way, I feel the same way sometimes :/ but as big of a conspiracy as it may turn out to be, it will also be the greatest achievement of mankind if when we pull through.

The thing with partners is that with the foundation of love, it's easier to achieve that level of understanding. As you said, just gotta keep communicating and loving :)

I have hope.

I don't hate you fam.

For some that sunk in too deep in the rabbit hole, then yeah life itself is a huge conspiracy. I just find it fascinating to explore that concept.

I got more hate from other people just by living simply, without getting tied down to debts, religions (some people call it being Antichrist lol) or philosophies.¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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thank you

Not so much ignored as intentionally omitted or suppressed.